Hold that thought…

I thought she would be the best thing that ever happened to me
I thought kids would bring the brightest shine you’d ever seen
But the winces and winks said “just you wait and see”

Well I don’t want to wait and see
I wanna laugh and fight and love and make it be
We’re made for this play not a possibility
I wanna give it all we’ve got
I wanna hold that thought

I thought love could walk you two a whole life through
I thought if you believe too, so would it be to you
But the winces and wags said “really, don’t play the fool”

Well I wanna play like it’s all brand new
I wanna do and teach and believe that word is true
We’re made for faith and flying too
I wanna give it all we’ve got
I wanna hold that thought

I thought it’s time to break and whaddayou say
I thought the light is here and dying is the way
But the winces and whines said “we fear, you should stay”

Hey.

You’ll find the rest of the third verse through the links below.

You get to write the end of the story.

Open the one that speaks to you.
What you see is what you will get.
Not everything that is true is the truth.
True story…

V3: Facts Are truth

…if enough people are saying it, it must be true.

V3: Faith is Truth

…some things are just plain worth believing in.

Okay to disobey…

Robert disobeyed a direct order and rescued much life from waste, though a pig did die.

Lack of clarity about boundaries began the trouble.

San Juan Island squats right in the middle of the Pacific Ocean channel separating British Columbia (UK, then) and Washington (USA).

It was 1859, British and American settlers were both laying claim to the island.

The powers-that-be couldn’t agree and were playing grabby with the territory.

Agreeing to disagree, settlers attempted to share the island, farming and ranching side-by-side.

This reluctant harmony might have continued until today, if not for a hungry hog.

One afternoon in June, a Devon (large black) pig was helping himself to potatoes in a field belonging to an American farmer, Lyman Cutlar.

Tragically, his mother hadn’t taught him better manners.

Cutlar, finding his potatoes so rudely turned up, promptly shot and killed the intruding swine.

Charles Griffin, an Englishman, island resident and owner of several live pigs and now one dead, took great offense.

Lyman, the American farmer, offered $10, in good faith, as compensation for the animal.

The English rancher, Charles, squealed and stamped and demanded $100.

Lyman, a principled man, could not see his charity so far stretched, then refused to pay anything.

“I am in the right. Just defense of my property. Your pig was trespassing, and eating my potatoes.”

“It is up to you to keep your potatoes out of my pig!” Charles huffed.

Seeing that his neighbor had fled common sense and decency, the American retreated to think no more of the matter.

Griffin, on the other side, involved his local government. The British Governorship immediately threatened to arrest Cutlar.

The American settlers responded in kind, calling for their own military support.

Hot-under-the-collar Captain George Picket and his 9th Infantry were dispatched to the island. “We’ll make a Bunker Hill of it!”

The British countered and soon three warships under the Union Jack were sailing for San Juan.

Before you could say “maybe let’s just build a fence,” both militaries were bristling the tiny island.

461 American soldiers dug in with 14 cannons.
Five British warships floated 70 guns and 2,140 Marines, just off shore.

Then came the fate full order.

“Land the Marines and turn those pompous squatters into the mud they so arrogantly maintain!”

Authority is a curious matter. Power comes in submission to higher power.
When authority steps from under the higher order, Good, it ceases to be.
The rules need breaking when they start to break The Rule.*

At least, that’s what British Rear Admiral Robert L. Baynes believed.

He told his superior, the Governor of Vancouver Island, to take a long walk off a short pier.

“Two great nations in a war over a squabble about a pig? Ridiculous.”

So, both sides stood under orders to “defend yourselves but under no circumstances fire the first shot.”

No shots were fired. The blustering continued and the boundary stayed unsolved…

…for twelve years. And no shots were fired.

In 1871 the UK and US signed the Washington Treaty, and the matter was settled.

San Juan Island, Washington, USA.

More than a decade after the pig shooting, both nations finally withdrew forces from their respective island camps.

These camps remain open today, as a US National Park.

Worth the drive, someday.

Everyday, US Park Rangers hoist a British flag to fly over the camp site.

The flag and pole was an English gift, a sign of friendship between the two countries.

San Juan Island is the only place in the US where a foreign flag is principally and regularly hoisted over American soil.

The Pig War of 1859. Real, crazy, history.

The friendship of two great nations saved; no casualties, save one pig…
because one guy named Robert knew when to break the rules.

*Rulebreaking is a potent potion. Drink responsibly.

A resurrection story…

Gazelle eyed princess with a heart like Texas. Cool olives skinned, lava flow feeling just under her skin. Fierce for faith and family. Emerging from mystery, appearing so modestly; no one knows she’s a princess.
Well, almost no one.

A valiant heart. No one tells him but he sees. And he fights. And he falls. Head over heels. Only honor and virtue are his hopes. His bright sword bends evil blood to the earth and his knee bends to Creator and king, only.

His a tribal people, customs are king.
And customs command marrying.

And so the story begins.

Will it be tribe and tradition, his heart be dammed? Or will the spring steel of true love bear the weight of time and recoil to set all things right, in time?

If you hear a distant popping, that’s the universe making popcorn.

All of this is for a true story, after all.

P.S. I’m writing about a Netflix show, here.  Based on a true story.

He’s not afraid…

A good man might take responsibility for all his wrongs, stand up right, beat a noble drum and bear his own burden. A very good man, might.

But what kind of man stands quietly while falsely accused, taking the blame for another willingly, even to death, dying under their shame?

What kind of man would give his heart so completely?

Stretching one hand to the east and one to the west… saying, “fire away.”

Careful with the music video, it has claws.

The cop in the video plays a character whose Name I think you know.

The woman’s name…


…just don’t run away.

A fist pump…

Feeling brave…

A boy looks through glass thick as your fist 
and sticks out his tongue at the lions, 
his death grip on daddy’s pant leg
and tiny fingernails let blood
but daddy doesn’t seem to mind.

Let this song beat your heart
like the pounding hooves of a Texas Rangers patrol
riding for truth, justice and The Resurrected Way.

Delight all you sons and daughters
of goodness and light!

Good always wins, in the end.

Emerson…

Self-reliance, the height and perfection of man, is reliance on God.

DOUBT

Respect the child. Be not too much his parent.
Trespass not on his solitude.

Our strength grows out of our weakness.
The indignation which arms itself with secret forces
does not awaken until we are pricked and stung and sorely assailed.

Let me never fall into the vulgar mistake of dreaming
that I am persecuted whenever I am contradicted.

A great man is always willing to be little.
Whilst he sits on the cushion of advantages, he goes to sleep.
When he is pushed, tormented, defeated, he has a chance to learn something;
he has been put on his wits, on his manhood; he has gained facts; learns his ignorance; is cured of the insanity of conceit; has got moderation and real skill.

The purpose of life seems to be to acquaint a man with himself.
He is not to live the future as described to him
but to live the real future to the real present.
The highest revelation is that God is in every man.

We are, like Nebuchadnezzar, dethroned,
bereft of reason, and eating grass like an ox.

Yet a man may love a paradox,
without losing either his wit or his honesty.

ACT

Be it how it will, do right now.

The thing done avails, and not what is said about it.
An original sentence, a step forward,
is worth more than all the censures.

Do not be too timid and squeamish about your actions.
All life is an experiment. The more experiments you make the better.

The voyage of the best ship is a zigzag line of a hundred tacks.

Of course, he who has put forth his total strength in fit actions,
has the richest return of wisdom.

It is easy to live for others; everybody does.
I call on you to live for yourselves.

KNOW

Trust thyself: every heart vibrates to that iron string.
Accept the place the divine providence has found for you,
the society of your contemporaries, the connection of events.
Great men have always done so.

People seem not to see that their opinion of the world is also a confession of character.

To different minds, the same world is a hell, and a heaven.

Truth is handsomer than the affectation of love.
Your goodness must have some edge to it — else it is none.

Speak what you think now in hard words,
and tomorrow speak what tomorrow thinks
in hard words again,
though it contradict every thing you said today.

I hung my verse in the wind
Time and tide their faults will find.

STAND

Valor consists in the power of self-recovery,
so that a man cannot have his flank turned,
cannot be out-generalled,
but put him where you will,
he stands.


Despair, never.

Light to lift is heavy to hold…

Certainty is heavy cargo.
And it will be your death.

Storms in life will bring your soul to the place where your lighthouse is, and break you on the rocks.

It makes sense.
It’s the one place you agree is worth dying for.
And Love needs you to die.

Carry light in your hold.
Light rises, in the end.

Just plain loco…

Casual like a hand on your hip their right hands rested on their shiny Colts.

Surrounding the camp they squeezed in and the fire played shadows behind.

An old man with paint on his face just sat there.  Was he asleep?

“Come on in boys. Coffee’s on.”

Their eyebrows played catch with question marks.

Bacon curling in a pan tasted his nose and the first boy was off his horse.

Boy Two shrugged and put leather on the ground.

“Where y’all headed?”

“We’re headed west to find…”

“Just passin’ through.” The third one cut in and daggered Boy One with his eyes.

“Thanks for sharing sups and your coffee.”

“Where do you come from, sir?”

The old man produced a few sticks from under his robe and fed the embers.

“I was born under this sky.”

They tossed more eyebrows.

“We’re headed west to find places of our own.” The first boy said.

He ducked as a mesquite bean flew for his head.

“Your friend is wise.” The old man said to Boy One.
“What you don’t speak about can’t hurt you.”

“Your friend is also wise.” The old man said to Boy Three.
“What you don’t speak about can’t help you.”

“Yeah that’s right! So we’re headed west to find places of our own. Have you ever had a place of your own? We all have different ideas about what makes a good place. I think a place should have a nice lake and a meadow. He thinks a hill for the house is most important and Tight Lips over there won’t say what he thinks, believe it or not.”

“So have you… have you ever had a place of your own?” The second one said.

The old man’s eyes went bluer as a mist rolled in.

“I mean, a lake just makes sense. And good grass for the beeves. An then there’s the view…”

All the crickets and a coyote wearing a coat of moonlight wondered how the rambling boy managed to speak without breaks for breathing.

“What do you think, sir?” The third one said.

More sticks.

“You sure you want to know what I think?”

Nodding.

“Truly, all you need is a spring.”

Eyebrows.

“A spring with living water. You can go the distance there.”

“Ha! Come on, I mean springs are great, yeah, but for all the other stuff everybody likes different things, right? You got to pick a place that really fits you.”

“Times change. People change. Even land changes. Pick a place where the water goes deep and you’ll laugh through the dry spells.

The moon-coated coyote filled up the silence, for a while.

“I’ve passed a few places with springs, I know they weren’t right. How do
I know when I find the right one?” Boy Two said.

“The Great Spirit will tell you. She will still everything.” His eyes were closed again.

The first boy touched his temple and twirled his finger.

“Yes, I am crazy.” The old man said without opening his eyes.

“Crazy enough to have found my own place.
“Crazy enough to be happy, even.
“Crazy enough to be loving life to death.”

Then he tested the boys with his gaze.

“Are you crazy enough?”

Cliff diving, on fire…

“I think I found my calling.”

“Is it saying random things?”

The strange boy tossed his head back and bunches of bluebirds burst from the tree to speckle the yawning sky.

“That was a good one. You got me.”

Flinty steel in his eyes betrayed the glimmer playing around his mouth.

Whatever he said next was likely to set something on fire.

“Love is like cliff diving.

“On a trail you might turn back at anytime. You might see another trail more fair, more appealing and turn down there.

“On a path you might find great pleasure in each whispering fork you pass knowing your way is only yours, to split or not to split.

“Truly you may follow your heart to top of any mountain but the truest way to the bottom of your self is found when your feet leave the ledge.

“There are no off ramps in cliff diving.

“No take backs, no tap outs.

“After the toe tip it’s all out for the all in.”

I don’t know how I know that.

But… I do.

Love leaves the overlook of heaven without any wings.
Fallen to the bottom of my shattered shoreline.
Collided at the crossroads of eternity.

Perfectly laid beneath the waves of my curse.

Until bursting forth the Island rises.
Even salty death gives way to molten Love.
Come to the Island, oh my soul, and be melted.

Seven years of courage…

He stared at the German anti-aircraft gun, his mind filled with flames, remembering.

The starboard wing had snapped off just before he jumped.

Then swimming in ink.

His parachute inhaling the night.

The muddy lights of occupied Paris pulling him down, through the exploding sky.

The boy at his side was pointing and saying something.

His thoughts were pulled into the present.

Today was Sunday, and Paris was sunbathing.

August 13th, 1944. A holiday, Assumption Day.

The City of Light was pretending especially well today.

Pretending they had enough to eat.

Pretending they didn’t mind the Crooked Cross streaming blood-red from every monument top.

Pretending they weren’t hiding an American pilot.

They had drawn him in as a breath.

Quietly holding their secret as Nazis paraded in the street.

His defiant host, Louis Berty, was a local pork butcher.

For 10 weeks he’d kept the gangly American pilot folded away.

Today was different. All of Paris was breathing today.

The German jackboot wasn’t pressing her throat, at least.

A good day to walk the wrinkles out.

“You can’t visit Paris with you not see the sights! Today we tour, Wehrmacht scum or no!”

So Berty the butcher, his seven-year-old boy and the leggy American sought the sights.

The pilot stretched his full frame to six feet and three inches.

The sun and the Seine filled his eyes.

Dressed as a local stone mason, Lieutenant Bob Woodrum almost didn’t fit in.

Gawking at the anti-aircraft gun crews wasn’t helping.

The would-be incognito sightseers sought a less supervised scene.

Near the place du Trucadéro, the French Naval Museum yawned a casual welcome.

Inside, Lieutenant Woodrum shrugged off the gun crew and his blistered memories.

Waves of timeless talent washed the walls here, a good place to loosen your mind.

Then an officer stomped in.

His Iron Crosses glinted angrily in the timid light.

Faces and furniture twisted in reflection.

The German officer took special interest in the American sculpture wrapped as a Parisian mason.

His interrogating eyes prodded the pilot, measuring the blond hair, blue eyes, towering form…

A painting there by Claude Joseph Vernet became frighteningly, critically interesting, to Bob.

Woodrum stared straight, trying the melt the colors with his gaze.

He wanted to wriggle through the oil and join the smiling subjects in the painting.

Then he could stand on the rock and wave, happy as they.

Together they would watch the liquid tricolor follow her ship to sea.

The sun would drop through the sky and all would be well.

The boy at his side brought him back.

Louis Berty’s seven-year-old son was staring at the canvas too, and silently slipped his small hand into the large American one.

Lieutenant Woodrum held the boy’s hand and poured his face into the painting.

The brown uniform barked a sparkling question in German. Then French.

The American stared ahead and breathed with those souls in the image, not at all.

The boy twisted around to look into the German face.

“My father is deaf and dumb.” He said.

On August 25th, French and American forces wrested from Nazi control, the City of Love.

On August 26th, Lieutenant Bob Woodrum greeted the champagne sunrise wearing his American uniform and carrying on his shoulders Louis Berty’s seven-year-old boy.

A Mediterranean Harbour at Sunset - by Claude Joseph Vernet
A Mediterranean Harbour at Sunset – by Claude Joseph Vernet

Intrigue for this story provided by a friend.

Are you crazy enough?

11 Union Jacks snapped to the attentive wind.

Captain Arthur Phillip glassed the beach.

772 men in zebra uniforms packed the 10 decks behind him.

300 bloody red Royal Marines dotted the herd of convicts.

Arthur refitted his tired tri-corner cap.

For eight stormy months, he had carried the dross of England’s society.

Wretched men, unwanted. Men wasted by law breaking.

The Crown commanded him to forge a colony in the vicious Outback.

He decided to grow a garden of humanity instead.

“In this new country there will be no slavery, no slaves.”

1786 Britain thought he was nuts.

The perfect guy to take 10 boat-fulls of bad guys to the edge of the world.

Captain Governor Phillip was crazy enough to believe the convicts were capable of becoming a community.

And they were crazy enough to believe him.

Arthur sailed from Sydney Cove in 1792.

Every position of leadership was filled by a formerly fallen man.

The heart of New South Wales was full of farms, families and the dawning future.

If you’ve read this far, I’m pretty sure you are crazy.

Crazy enough to believe in a few law-breakers.
Crazy enough to believe in your Captain.

I like crazy.

Sophia says…

The world would be fine if you never existed. Don’t sweat it.
The world will never be the same because you exist. Sweat blood.

Nothing we do changes anything in the end.
What we do is all that matters in the end.

All of this collapses to dust.
All of this sings for eternity.

Life’s greatest pain is in giving yourself to another.
Life’s greatest joy is in giving yourself to another.

If you commit you will probably lose everything.
If you don’t commit you will probably lose everything.

Losing isn’t everything.
Winning isn’t anything.

Being together is painful delight.
Being alone is delightful pain.

Death is a bitter pill in the end.
Death makes every day sweet.

You are born and then you die.
You live.

A woman in her place…

An English Earl knocked on the front door with a battering ram, but Patrick Dunbar wasn’t home.

The enemy Earl believed this castle kept by women would be easily swept from their keep.

He learned hard that a Scotswoman doesn’t sweep easy.

Earl arrived at Dunbar Castle early in 1338, February.

Marching up from Edinburgh, his army encircled the entire fortress.

They petitioned the mistress of the manor, Mrs. Dunbar…

“Surrender, or be sieged!” they said.

The lady of the lair rendered the following response…

“Of Scotland’s King I haud my house,
I pay him meat and fee,
And I will keep my gude auld house,
while my house will keep me.”

Did you know Scots invented the “rap battle?”

The English were much better at old, less fashionable forms of battle.

So they began battering the walls with mud-caked boulders.

When the trebuchet slings hung still, even the proud top parts had not cracked.

The damage was so nil, Madam Dunbar marched her damsels across the walls.

Dressed in their Sunday best, they faked fear and laughed and feigned tears.

They made a show of dusting the ramparts with their handkerchiefs.

Blustering, Salisbury staked his final assault.

“Get ‘The Sow’ to the wall!!” he ordered.

The Sow was a two-story siege machine, soldiers up top, miners down under.

Why was it named like a mother of pigs? We have no idea.

“To the wall! That’s it!” he said.

Mother Dunbar and her maids promptly dropped a wardrobe-sized rock on the porcine machine.

Their gravity powered pile driver had been delivered air mail, courtesy of the Royal Catapults.

That soggy stone squished the squealing structure completely.

The Earl of Salisbury “sallied forth” shortly thereafter.

That’s fancy English for “he gave up and went home.”

Agnes Dunbar held her own.

Some have said this story is too wild to be true.

If you’ve known a woman who carries the spirit of Scotland in her heart…
…you know this sounds about right.

Easy going hard knowing looks safe cracking smiles easily strong castle keeping Sunday best dressed down river heart over head out of town squared shoulders brushing boulders off… flint face on, smiling, knowing, holding her own.

She lives and loves on her own two feet.
No sweepy sweepers need apply.

P.S. Two ancient words suggest that this special spirit lived in the first lady.

My friend wrote about it.  Some think he’s crazy.  He’s definitely not sweepy.

Only click if you like ideas that surprise. =)

Riding all night in a rainstorm…

Flames from a soldier’s torch rolled across the porch and lapped at the pineboard siding.

Another house nearby was already swallowed in a blaze of heat and light.

April 26, 1777. The British were coming.

Leaping astride the family horse, one brave patriot galloped into the night.

There was no moon that night, torrents spilled from the sky and the roads turned to rivers.

Soaking in the saddle, flying from farm to farm, pounding from door to door and shouting in the streets, one rider raised the alarm.

“The British are coming!”

Before morning sunbeams began to stab at the sky, Sybil Ludington had loped over 40 miles and roused over 400 militiamen.

She was 16 years old.

Later, the two armies tangled at the Battle of Ridgefield.

The Redcoats retreated and we rankled them all the way to the sea.

Cool, right?

“But why hasn’t Sybil’s story been more regaled?” you ask?

Great question. Also, you sound very sophisticated, using a word like “regaled.”

One historian’s theory suggests Sybil’s story isn’t especially Revered because maybe it never happened.

That’s right. Maybe 16 year-old Sybil never rode all night in a rainstorm.

Huh. Do you suddenly feel a bit sad? I did too…

Why do we really want this heroic tale to be true?

This is a little embarrassing and you’ll probably think I’m crazy, but…

I’ve decided to believe Sybil really did save the day by riding that night.

I know, I know.  I can’t prove it.  I can’t prove that she did. But I still believe.

You see, when I think about what she did, I stand a bit straighter.

My problems seem lighter and the day gets brighter.

If she did something that courageous, maybe you and I can too.

That’s what a story can do.

Do you know any other stories that are too good not to be true?

A musical mystery…

Rivets were popping like firecrackers, exploding from their holds.

The skin thick as your fist screamed and twisted, now gashed wide open.

Then silence.

Except for the horrible sound of water.  Water where it shouldn’t be.

Named “Unsinkable,” but no one told the iceberg.

Certain survivors did tell of other, warmer sounds... “Many brave things were done that night, but none were more brave than those done by men playing minute after minute as the ship settled quietly, lower and lower in the sea. The music they played served alike as their own immortal requiem and their right to be recalled on the scrolls of undying fame.”

Theodore Brailey, Roger Bricoux, John Clarke, Wallace Hartley, John Hume, Georges Krins, Percy Taylor, John Woodward…

Eight bright souls played until the lights went out.

When everything is still, if you listen gently,

you can hear the song

that was in their hearts.

All ships sink, eventually.

What song will be in your heart, when the lights go out?

Pondering this musical mystery, Gavin Bryars composed The Sinking of the Titanic circa 1970.

Here it is, an arrangement performed by the Trinity Laban Conservatoire.

Careful, this song can tear you up.

Buckle your seat belt for the first two minutes…

You might need a lifeboat, for the last two minutes.

Death is sealed…

“On the 13th day of the 12th month, kill them all.

“Young and old, women and children; you are to destroy the Set-Apart People.”

Orchestrating the first recorded genocide attempt, Haman drafts an edict ordering the annihilation of the Chosen.

Written in the name of the King and sealed with the King’s signet ring, the order is hurried to every province in the land.

We know what happens next.   The courageous queen bets her life, going before the King and interceding for her people.

The whole scheme is thrust into the light and the Evil One, seeking death for others, finds it for himself.

The perpetrator of this wickedness is overthrown – the people are saved!  Right?

Not quite.  We still have a problem.

In this Kingdom, any decree written in the name of the King can never be revoked.

“…kill them all.”  The Law is on the books.  The people must die.

Heaven and earth will pass away but the death order will never pass away.

Then, the newly appointed second-to-the-King presents a solution.

With the King’s approval, a new order is drawn.

“By the King’s authority, each of God’s Elect is hereby granted the right to assemble and to defend their lives, to destroy, to kill and to annihilate the entire army of any people or province which might attack them.”

Written in the name of the King and sealed with the King’s signet ring, this final injunction overcomes the grave and delivers salvation for Israel.

Death is not revoked.   Death is overcome.

There is a feast and a holiday.  Many people throughout the Kingdom are adopted by Faith.

A day intended for Evil is ultimately used for Good.

An act of selfless love, the Intercessor willing to lose her life for her people, purchases the power and authority over death for her people.

“…there was light and gladness and joy and honor.”

I do love a happy ending…